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| 01:30pm 31/05/2004 |
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haha yesterday was so much fun.. well i slept over dany's friday night, which was unbelievable fun and then she slept over on saturday night because it was my sister's birthday... and then sunday dany went home and i hung out with danielle. We went to Kohl's and i exchanged my pants for a different size adn then i got a shirt too. its awesome. Then we went to Frank's where there were 10 chipmunks running around!! woot we tried catching one.. it was hard we never got it tho.. I saw 3 of them!! ha we were exploring the store room because thats where the chipmunks kept running to it was amazingly fun! woooot haha they are fast.. it was fun, then we watched harry potter the chamber of secrets haha i cant wait till friday!! my birthday is this week too woooooot!!!!!!!!! |
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| 11:44am 21/05/2004 |
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Yawn... today I stayed home from school; No reason really.. I still like him anyway so that doesn't matter much does it? Geesh. I wonder what my plans for today might be. I read two books today wooot one was called The Third Eye that was really good and the other was In a crooked little house lived a twisted little man. Now that one was kind of odd but all the same it was cool i guess. Hmm I think I may hang out with Dany yet again today... but of course I must wait for her to return home from school. The class trip was actually really fun. I enjoyed it a lot. |
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| 11:23am 12/05/2004 |
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Yawn I am maddd bored, thanks to dany i have strep arrgghhh haha I went to the doctor yesterday and gave me that throat culture thing... and the way he said positive i thought he was kidding .. wish he was actually... I am pretty much done with rereading the 4th harry potter book.. i reread the 5th last week it only took me 3 days but then again i didnt read much of it. I need more books! garr well i think im gunna change my layout. |
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| 07:32pm 14/04/2004 |
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xx lil dee xx 89: OMG DID I TELL u ix forfeit xi: probably not xx lil dee xx 89: my sewing machine was like . rigged ix forfeit xi: ah xx lil dee xx 89: hahaha ix forfeit xi: what u mean xx lil dee xx 89: like, no , but i would tap it 3 times and it would turn on xx lil dee xx 89: it was soo weird!!! ix forfeit xi: wow! xx lil dee xx 89: and than after i kept my foot on the pedal is would turn off!! ix forfeit xi: thats not possible xx lil dee xx 89: i think im magical ix forfeit xi: u never know xx lil dee xx 89: no, it is, even ask melissa xx lil dee xx 89: i swear !!! it was soo weird xx lil dee xx 89: lol ix forfeit xi: whoa!!! thats odd ix forfeit xi: is that possible??? xx lil dee xx 89: and than melissa and corey were playing a joke on me and putting notes that were "supposively" by matilda- i knew it wasnt tho xx lil dee xx 89: haa xx lil dee xx 89: i was playing along ix forfeit xi: lol o? xx lil dee xx 89: but i really really did make it turn on and off!! ix forfeit xi: go danielle!!!! xx lil dee xx 89: i was amazing at it, i feel so proud to be a danilelle :-D xx lil dee xx 89: heheh ix forfeit xi: haha magical great zambobwa ix forfeit xi: ur greatness shines through xx lil dee xx 89: hehehehe xx lil dee xx 89: ya xx lil dee xx 89: y ix forfeit xi: go danielle! xx lil dee xx 89: whoot wooot yeaHhH! dawgs
hahahaha go melissa... Melissa was the one turning it on and off... talk about danielle being clueless :-P OF COURSE ur hand was not noticable turning the machine on and off when it was by the side of her sewing machine for some ODD reason hahahah |
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| 05:32pm 14/04/2004 |
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Eehh I wont deny it.. I miss talking to dany. But i dont get how she could do that to me. I guess moving on without her will hurt a lot more than i thought. But its gotta be done now i guess. Even though she was the worst friend... i miss her |
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| 03:35pm 14/04/2004 |
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Now for a real entry... lets see, hmm I hate dany.. yes i hate dany. Nick's mad at me because dany told him I was trying to break them up.. well if i was trying to.. they would most likely be broken up by now. And besides.. why would i want to break them up? so basically when nick told me dany said that i felt upset, betrayed, rejected.. and i cried because shes supposed to be a best friend.. haha like that would ever happen to dany! shes the worst best friend ive ever known and no longer that she is. She put nick against me.. so basically.. i told her to her face i hated her. I don't know how she feels about that but then again I can care less. Everyone is saying how im going to be talking to her in no time. well forget it. Unless she can give me amazing reasons to y i should be her friend ( which will be pretty hard since she is a horrible friend ) then maybe ill think about it. but don't get ur hopes up. well basically that was my day.. pretty much on the boring side but fun.
anyway this is going to officially be friends only... once i update my friends list hehe
oo and guess what guys.. i now make friends only signs.. ill show u the 3 i made for my use of this LJ
well ill show u later im out |
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| 04:55pm 13/04/2004 |
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Pete and his beloved tool box!! haha im gunna watch my DVD of the concert again... 'Chevelle Live at the Norva' ahaha

I am deffinately going to a chevelle concert next year...wooot EHhEHhh
Breathe, trust, bless me and release, Climb, hard or never be seen. Closed off, rescue to breathe. Just bless me. Two sided time, Your rebirth can't hurt, Branch out behind, the pain. Closure has come to me myself, You will never belong to me. Closure has come to me myself, You will never belong to me. Had to to turn, lay down, Your sting of disease. Phase you out, should've seen this coming. Go on confusing the soul, Hold my breath 'til you rupture. Three days aside, Your rebirth can't hurt, Branch out behind, pride. Closure has come to me myself, You will never belong to me. Closure has come to me myself, You will never belong to me. Like a leach, I hold on as if we belonged, To some precious pure dream. Cast off, you've seen what's beneath, Now fail me. Forget closure, Forget closure, Forget closure, Forget closure. Closure has come to me myself, You will never belong to me. Closure has come to me myself, You will never belong to me. So breathe.
well i do believe im out... ill ttyl
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| 11:06am 12/04/2004 |
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mood:  hyper
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Whoa im so tired. Hmm Spring break is practically over, well today is its last day. :[ well it was fun while it lasted hehe! Im gunna be massively hyper later.. hmm im bored.. I want to go to the movies or something... call?
I'm gunna work on a new layout because I don't like it all that much, anyone have any ideas? eh.. me neither. Hmm I need to think of another song to base it off of, maybe a chevelle song because u know, they are just so cool like that. hehe i love them! Damn im so bored .. eh dany just signed on aim.
EeeEH Somewhere I belong... hehe i like that song well I'm out massively hyperrrrrr
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| Theres *t h r e e* things in life that should NEVER be broken....promises // friendships // hearts. |
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| 06:17pm 08/04/2004 |
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mood:  exhausted
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fill this out...
1. By what name do you know me?
2. What song reminds you of me?
3. What thought/ inside joke belongs to us?
4. What makes me unlike anyone you know?
5. What is my best quality?
6. What part of you do I bring out?
7. Where do you see me in ten years?
8. What's one thing about me you don't understand, and wish you did?
9. How do you think I'm going to die?
10. What colors/scents/pictures/sounds remind you of me?
11. What's your favorite memory of a time we shared?
12. Tell me, am I a good friend?
13. Do you find me attractive?
14. Would you date me?
15. Would you kiss me?
16. What's one thing you don't like about me?{be honest}
17. Can you see us as friends twenty years from now?
18. What's my favorite band?
19. Who's my favorite singer?
20. What would we do with a car full of gas and an entire day to ourselves?
21. What are my ambitions?
22. What do I want to be when I grow up?
23. Is there anything I can do for you?
dont forget to put in comment section... yawn i dislike the layout... ne suggestions? comment those too! |
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| 11:50am 07/04/2004 |
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mood:  crazy
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Woo0! im sleeping over Allie's tonight.. im soooo excited!!!! WOOT haha im such a dork..
I broke up with Nick yesterday... I should have never gone out with him,.. and he asked dany back out and she said yes.. so not u know.. im walking away from them i guess? |
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| 10:29am 05/04/2004 |
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haven't written in quite a long time.. hmm.. lets see dany slepted over friday and i got my ears pierced again so now i have 2 piercings in each ear.. hah jus lyk em and dany.. it just pinched tho.. so id get my ears pierced again... but i just wasnt ready for the pinching.. :[ but it still looks cool, i have to keep these earrings in for 6 weeks before i can change them but i have to use post earrings for 6 months. lets see then i slept over her house saturday and went to staten island yesterday... soo bored i need to do something today. I want to go see Secret Window or go to the mall... can't guarentee that happening either.
just a short update.. call me if u want to do anything... later
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| 04:31pm 02/04/2004 |
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mood:  energetic
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FiLL THiS OUT PLEASE
how many times a day do you think of me?
would you describe our friendship as amazing more than friends or just friends?
online when i IM you do you think oh its her or do you think yay its her?
what do you love the most about me?
scale from 1 through ten what am i on looks?
on scale of 1-10 what am i on personality?
wooot put it in the comments section.. just lyk that.. im out
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| 03:20pm 01/04/2004 |
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mood:  loved
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Screw Friends only.. its only a pain. So back to public we go unless of course i find a protection i like after a while...
Guess where I'm going this summer.. Punta Cana, Dominican Republic! wooot I'm going with two other families, the Halle's ( Danielle Halle's family), and Emily Navarro's Family!
I would put some pictures but uh yeah it wont work.. so of course I'll just have to take my own and put them here :]
its going to be one amazing summer. There is swimming of course; tennis, dancing in the nightclub; wind surfing, circus school, and so much more to do... i cant wait!!
today is april fool's day so no one, i mean no one believes dany and nick borup are going out.. but of course a few do because they were either there or knew i wasnt lying :-) wooot so amazing..62 days until my birthday.. i counted lol
well im done for a little bit im gunna make Shari the bracelet i told her id make... dunno y she felt weird asking me to make one well ill write later
3 . 30 . 04 <33
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| 10:36am 28/03/2004 |
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Hey
I had so much fun last night... Lyss came over when I was babysitting and all... it was great we invented so many new things! hah our game we created when we were bored is called 'Roll Around... Your it!' it was so much fun.. Celedon? wtf color is that???
Yeah, lyss its the color of Celery... hah right. Barneyopogus... i think thats the name of the color you invented... right..I never realized how good I am at both Candy Land and Chutes and Ladders!!!! ahhaha lyss!!! "The game for Little People!" the logo thingy on the box of Chutes and Ladders,...
Ah that guy who walked outside in front... creepy and how Jack and Peder both saw something at the door... freekyyyy
and ur shape u invented??? brilliant!
You can wear a mask and paint you face You can call youself a new race, You can Wear a coller and a tie, One thing you can't hide is when your crippled inside
aw thats so powerful... hah
She's doing it again; and she knows I just don't care. I've almost had it. Its so weird though. How once you get used to things after they change... they go on and change again. There are to many changes happing around and I just can't take some of it. well maybe I'll write later...
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| 03:54pm 24/03/2004 |
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mood:  indescribable
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Hey...
I don't know what to say anymore. I mean I feel really really weird. Since Dany broke up with Nick its all weird because now I feel like my friendships with both of them is much weaker. Yeah, it might just be the break up and all but its all so weird. Dany and Melissa never really been friends. Well, they were at first,.. but now lyss hates dany. She hates dany because dany was always living a life that wasnt hers. Meaning she was acting like someone she isnt. She was hiding her true self. I believe she was hiding herself so nick would like her more but thats really stupid of her. Uhh,.. i mean dany still will be lyk i love you lyss and lyss hates it because they both know very well that they hate each other! Most of the time i wish I could start over. I wish dany never broke up with nick. I wish dany and melissa were friends. I feel lyk im being torn away from my friends and everything. I just don't know what to do anymore. Well, I guess that's it for now...
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| 03:44pm 23/03/2004 |
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mood:  stressed
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LAST... :x: movie you rented – Rocky Horror Picture Show :x: movie you bought – um i dont remember.. :x: song you listened to – brand new + sic transit gloria... glory fades :x: song that was stuck in your head- Hungry like the wolf + duran duran :] :x: cd you bought – ive bought a lot of cds.. :x: person you've called - Nick... danys grounded :x: person that's called you - Nick :x: tv show you've watched – You Wish,.. :x: person you were thinking of – gfr
DO... :x: you have a bf or gf – no :x: you wish you could live somewhere else – yes :x: you think about suicide – nah :x: others find you attractive – doubt it :x: you want more piercings – maybe :x: you smoke – deffinately not :x: you like roller coasters – love roller coasters :x: you write in cursive or print - usually print.. but both
FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships – um... undecided on that :x: killing people – against :x: teenage smoking – against.. but its ur life :x: doing drugs – against :x: gay/lesbian relationships – for... they love each other no one can stop that
FAVORITE... :x: food – pizza .. lol dany.. or porkroll u freek :x: song – a lotttt :x: thing to do – hang with my friends, sing lol, shoppp!, and a lot lot more :x: drinks – pepsi :x: clothes – eek! my favorite black pants with the two belts and my chevelle tee! :x: movies – too many i love most movies :x: band/singer – Chevelle :x: anyone you think is homosexual: Andrew Iannone :x: do you like pickles: yess :x: do you have a website: no :x: do you have your own phone line: yupp :x: do you like britney spears: nope :x: do you want a britney doll: no :x: what do you want to do with your life: a lott :x: do you think foreign accents are sexy: yes i love english accents lol dany... hunter + do you like hot dogs if so do you know whats in them: eh + brand of toothpaste: listerine + last time you went to the doctor: lyk a month ago + ever taken ballet: ha when i was 3 + white, dark, or milk chocolate: milk + ever dyed your hair: yes + do you still play with barbies: no + last time you smoked: never did + last thing you bought: a shirt nd a slipknot thing 4 nick
m0re rand0m.. + are you stressed out: eh... yes + do you believe in angels: yup + would you ever join the army: no + ever had a kick me sign on you: nope + favorite icing: vanilla + last time you were scared: yesterday + by what?: my brother + last party you went to: uhh + do you do your own laundry: no lol + what detergent do you use: no idea + what fabric softener do you use: uhhh + are your nails real or fake: real + what do you wish you were named: umm hmmm + favorite movie star: johnny depp, adam sandler nd others + do you work out: sometimes + do you take a lot of pictures: i love taking pictures + favorite tv show: dont watch very much tv + do you want a baby: maybe in the future + last time you were sick: last week + butter or margarine: either.. + your feelings on mcdonald chicken nuggets: ehh i dislyk fast food pretty much + do chinese people really cook cats and dogs: in japan or something of that sort.. + do you believe in santa claus: no + do you go to a tanning bed: no + are you in love with anyone: maybe + do you have a car: no + do you have your license? nope + how do you get around: walking, car + favorite rugrats character: tommy and kimi shes cool + what kind of jewelry do you wear: jelly bracelets, my earings and thats pretty much it at the moment + what do you think of *//\\//Sync??: i dont lyk them + have you ever modeled: nah + do you have a cellphone: no + what do you think of eminem: hes pretty cool + favorite kind of gum: juicy fruit and kool breezers + would you ever get a tattoo: ive been thinking about it not sure yet + do you think lil bow wow is cute: nope + do you believe your horoscope: yah + Whats your sign: Gemini :]
even m0re rand0m.. + do u like coffee, what kind, what in it: uh not rele but i have to drink it.. + do you write in pen or pencil or markers: all of them + do you wear a watch: nah + sunglasses: dont have any + do you want a leather jacket: no + ever ridden a motorcycle: no i dont plan on it either + do you read the chicken soup books: not rele + have you seen the exorcist: no i want to + are you online a lot: not rele + do you have an old navy performance fleece: no lol + are you getting tired of doing this: yesss + any siblings: 2 + what are their names: craig nd taylor + what are their ages: almost 17 nd 11 + do they wanna fill out our great survey: no lol + number of times I have been in love: um + number of times I have had my heart broken: 2 + number of hearts I have broken: not sure 3? + number of girls I have kissed: none + number of continents I have lived in: 1 + number of drugs taken illegally: 0 + number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 6 + number of people I consider my enemies: um maybe 1 + number of cd's that I own: a lot + number of piercings: two.. my ears + number of tattoos: 0 + number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 3 + number of scars on my body: a lottttt + number of things in my past that I regret: um? a lot of things
What is your favorite.. gum: juicy fruit and kool breezers restaurant: hmmm drink: pepsi season: summer type of weather: very warm with an ocassional cool breeze emotion: tired thing to do on a half day: have funnn late-night activity: star gazing,thinking and stuff sport: football nd lacross city : new york store: fye, debbs, delias, hottopic, and more
When was the last time you.. cried: long time ago played a sport: lyk 2 hours ago laughed: lyk 3 minutes ago hugged someone: at the end of school kissed someone: not sure.. felt depressed: a while ago felt overworked: during gepas
What was the last.. word you said: okay thing you ate: cookie song you listened to: an evening with el diablo- chevelle thing you drank: coffee place you went to: school movie you saw: you wish movie you rented: rhps concert you attended: um wow
Who was the last person you... hugged: nick nd melissa cried over: no one kissed: - danced with: melissa lol shared a secret with: last night had a sleepover with: dany called: nick went to a movie with: um 50 first dates with nick nd dany were angry with: dany obsessed over: chevelle nd pete loeffler :]
Have you ever.. danced in the rain: YESSS kissed someone: yes drank alcohol: maybe once or twice partied 'til the sun came up: not rele! had a movie marathon: nope spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes taken a survey quite like this before: lol yeah |
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| 05:17pm 12/03/2004 |
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mood:  irritated
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Lol i love dany
music: a song..that has to do with a record spinning around :)
what a loser especially since i was on the phone with her... l0ser I'm hungry like the wolf!!
OMG I LOVE THAT SONG!!!!
--next song
y0 vanilla kick it one time boyyyyyyyyy ICE ICE BABY!
lol!!
I cant wait to the next song... Can't touch this! woot no im just a freak i listen to weird types of music; i go from lyk 50 cent to brand new to the eagles and duran duran to vanilla ice and stuff lol weirdo
I'm the world's greatest i love that song... omg i can scream! no not really...
OMG!! GUESS WHAT DANY DID TO ME!!!! lets see in gym dany and i jumped in the jump rope at the same time and well it wasnt planned.. and dany has been jumping weird lyk putting out her elbow.. well so when we both junped in.. she elbowed me in my eye... yea ok so i cant close it without experiencing pain or open it without it hurting either. My eyeball itself had a bright pink spot and it hurt massively. Ok so i go to 8th but on the way i tell lyss what happened and it hurt so much i almost burst to tears,... so anyway in science my eye was black nd blue and hurt even worse... that bitch dany caused me massive pain but i love her even if i still cant see clear....
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